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Chapter one
Jazz woke, heart pounding, eyes instantly wide open. She could
see nothing in the half-light, could only feel the softness of
something smothering her. She struggled for breath and clawed
at the covering that clung to her face, cutting off the air. Her
fingers caught in the protective netting strung over the bed and
she ripped at the drapery, frantic to free her head and arms,
sucking air into her starved lungs. Once free of the mosquito
netting, she sat up on the camp cot while her heart beat slowed
to normal. Maybe she'd had the dream again, maybe it had just
been the drift of fabric over her face. Whatever, the sounds of
activity outside the tent told her the day's activities had begun.
Rolling off the cot, she pushed her way out of the remaining
netting, careful to check the floor as she picked up her boots.
She shook each one out in turn before she thrust her feet inside.
One of the crew had found a small scorpion in his film pack the
day before. It was tiny, about the size of a fingernail, and it
scurried away to disappear into the sand floor.
Leaving the boot laces loose, she stood up and pulled on a shirt.
The sun was well up, beginning to send warm fingers of heat through
the canvas. She heard a truck engine coughing somewhere, the gas
evaporating as usual before the motor could catch. Vehicle maintenance
wasn't a strong point in the crew of people they'd hired in this
corner of Africa.
She pulled the hair back out of her eyes with hot, dry hands,
tying it impatiently with an extra large elastic band that had
been holding the pages of her notebook together. Everything was
covered by a thin layer of dirt that managed to work its way into
every crack.
Yawning and stretching out her back, she shuffled over to the
kerosene stove and groped for the matches.
As the water boiled, she put the beans in the hand grinder and
turned the handle. The aroma of freshly ground coffee spread like
a blessed perfume around her, masking the scents of dust and greasy
clothing and overheated engines. If she packed nothing else, she
always made sure she had a supply of good coffee. It went into
her travel pack along with the other less glamorous essentials
like maps and notebooks, a Swiss Army knife and a Mag Lite.
A few minutes later, she stepped outside into the sandy compound
with her first lovely cup, black and steaming in the morning air,
and contemplated a scene of organized chaos. She took a sip and
let the taste linger in her mouth. Under the palms that gave scant
shade, a group of natives was busy loading the back of a flat
bed truck, shouting, cursing and laughing in a cacophony of sound.
She watched Abdul step around a group of men across the clearing
and move quickly to her side. She took the last swallow of coffee.
"What's going on?"
He smiled briefly, a flash of white teeth against the dark skin.
"We must move on. Wind storm coming."
She looked up into the cloudless sky. "When?"
He shrugged and spread his hands in the fatalistic gesture she'd
grown to know so well. "Two, maybe three hours. Wind, sand.
It will be most unpleasant."
"Where are we going?" The frantic activity reminded
her of the "bug out" scenes in M*A*S*H* that she'd watched
on TV as a kid.
Another voice interrupted. "We'll pull out and try for some
shelter. We'll need a windbreak of some kind." She turned
to find the photographer, Pete Browning, behind her, looking as
disheveled as usual and with two cameras slung round his neck.
"The rebels will have to contend with the storm, too,"
he added. "We might get a few days cease fire."
A couple of men emerged from the tent she'd just left, carrying
her folded cot.
She frowned, fully back in the present. "Let's do some interviews,
get hold of someone who thinks he's a leader. It's about time
we got some first-hand information. We could go ahead with Abdul
to translate and scout around-" She took a step away, ready
to organize the quest for extra background.
Peter laid a hand on her arm. "Not you, Jazz," he said
as he pulled a folded piece of paper out of his upper shirt pocket.
"This came through during the night."
She felt the tiny bump of her heart as her pulse beat faster.
Her promotion! Already. She kept her face impassive as she took
hold of the warm paper, the creases already marked in brown by
the ubiquitous sand. Pete and Abdul watched her as she unfolded
it, the sounds of the camp suddenly hushed in the thickening air.
The message had been sent from the newspaper's head office yesterday
afternoon and had been passed on through Nairobi to their location
in Somalia.
"To: Jasmine Hargrove," it began. "Regret to inform
you your father deceased June 19. Request your presence. Urgent.
Contact Willis and Greene, lawyers
" and a series of
contact numbers followed.
She read it again, searching for details, for an explanation,
for some kind of personal word. Suddenly, the flimsy paper trembled
in her fingers. She swallowed hard, trying to clear the dust from
her throat, and opened her mouth, but no sound came out.
Her mind raced to take in the news. It obliterated all thoughts
of her job. He was gone and there was no explanation. Suddenly,
the hot tears burned at the back of her eyes and she blinked hard.
No chance now to have it out with him, to make him understand.
How did he die? She turned the paper over. There were no more
details.
"I read what it said," Pete said. "I'm sorry."
"I read it, " Pete said. "I'm sorry. "
She drew in a deep breath. "My father-"
He gathered her into his big arms and squashed her against his
cameras. Instinctively, she resisted for a moment, then decided
she needed to be held. She didn't care about the discomfort; it
felt good. She moved slightly, so her cheek rested against the
flatness of his chest and she felt the steady beat of his heart.
He held her firmly, not too tight, his hands steady on her back.
She had to move away. "I'm sorry," she said, suddenly
embarrassed. "I shouldn't have done that." She lifted
her hands and pushed her hair back from her face. "They want
me to go home. There must be a lot to settle."
"Yes, of course." Pete let her go and turned to Abdul.
"You'll need to put Ms. Hargrove's bag in the Landrover."
"No," she whispered, an icy panic clutching at her
despite the oppressive heat of the desert. "You don't understand,
I can't go back there."
He patted her shoulder, misunderstanding. "Don't worry about
the storm. You've got time. Is that right, Abdul?"
Abdul nodded and flipped one hand in a kind of "maybe"
gesture. "But be very quick."
"The crew will manage without you," Pete said as she
still hesitated. "We all understand. Believe me, everything
will be fine."
She looked at him for a moment, searching for words. But there
were none. She drew in a deep breath. She had to go. She hadn't
gotten where she was by wimping out on what had to be done. Besides,
it would be worse to have to sit out the storm and then leave.
"Let's go for it."
"You're on." Pete flashed her a grin as he pulled
on a jacket scattered with pockets and took out some sunglasses.
He hadn't shaved, and dark stubble followed the line of his jaw.
To her astonishment she found herself wondering how it would feel
under her fingers. A lock of dark hair fell over one eye and he
pushed it back impatiently. He looked as if driving out in an
imminent sandstorm with a grouchy reporter was exactly what he
wanted to do.
"I'll drive her to the airfield," he yelled to Abdul's
back, then turned to her again. "Move it, Jazz. You've just
about got time to get the plane out before the storm hits."
He strode off, shouting orders to send a radio message to the
tiny airstrip in the valley.
In a daze she pushed her clothing into a couple of bags and picked
up her pack that was always ready to go. There wasn't much else
to worry about. The crew all traveled light these days, never
knowing when they'd have to bug out just like those doctors and
nurses on the TV show. At least they had only themselves to worry
about, no sick people to think of and little equipment.
"Let's go, Jazz," Pete yelled from outside the tent.
She grabbed the bags with her laptop in its case and lifted the
tent flap. Most of the area was now bare, all their equipment
bundled onto the trucks. Pete sat behind the wheel of the Landrover,
waving at her to get in. Within two minutes they were bouncing
down the rutted, hard-packed sand that passed for a road.
For several minutes they bumped along without speaking. Pete
bent forward, gripping the wheel tight. She watched him as he
concentrated on holding the line while the whole vehicle shook
and jolted, rattling and clanking on the cracked earth. His dark
hair blew in the breeze, whipped up by their speed. Big aviator
sunglasses hid his eyes.
"Hold on to your back teeth," he yelled above the noise
of the engine. He gave her another wide grin, taking his eyes
off the road for a second.
She nodded grimly, hanging on for dear life to the support bar
of the open vehicle. Pete fell silent, concentrating on hanging
on to the juddering steering wheel. She supposed he would drop
her at the airfield and then find his way back to the group wherever
they were. He seemed to know what he was doing.
"How long will it take you to catch up with them again?"
she gasped as her rear end hit the hard seat one more time.
"Not too long, I hope." He craned his neck to see around
Jazz and peer at the horizon. She saw anxiety in his eyes.
She glanced in the same direction, towards a grey haze that seemed
to spread like oil over the burnished sky. "Is that the sand
storm?"
"'Fraid so." He pushed even harder on the throttle
and the Landrover bucked and jumped like an untrained pony. What
looked like a hard, flat surface from a distance was sprinkled
with half buried rocks and ridges of solid sand.
"Ouch," she said as her knee came up to meet the dashboard.
He didn't turn to look at her, but she sensed an increased tension
in the set of his broad shoulders under the khaki drill shirt.
Suddenly the Landrover seemed to take off and sailed several
feet through the air. It landed with a solid thump and immediately
listed to one side.
"Shit!" Pete took his foot off the pedal and threw
the gear shift into neutral. He hauled on the hand brake and was
out in an instant looking at the back wheel.
Jazz scrambled to follow him. The tire lay in shreds. A deadly
combination of speed and sharp rock had ripped it from the rim.
"You okay?" Pete asked belatedly.
She nodded. "Where's the spare?"
Pete looked back at the grey cloud. No longer a smudge on the
horizon, it spread visibly towards them, growing as it drew nearer.
A dark wall approached them and the wind blew on their faces,
its intensity increasing by the minute. The air grew noticeably
cooler as the sky disappeared in the murk. Jazz took off her soft
green hat and pushed her hair back as it whipped around her face,
narrowing her eyes against the dust. A faint groaning came from
the direction of the wall: the wind announcing its presence. She'd
read about the power of wind and sand, about how it could scrape
paint bare in a few minutes.
Pete hauled an unwieldy bundle from the back of the vehicle.
"There's no time to change the wheel. Grab hold of this,"
he shouted. "We'll have to try to get the top on."
She felt his urgency in the speed of his movements. Her hands
fumbled in her haste as she took one side of the canvas that flapped
and writhed like a wild thing as they struggled to fit it back
over the supports. Pete's muscular forearms flexed with effort
as he fought to bring the fasteners together. When one side was
secure, he stopped to wipe his streaming face and glanced at the
darkening sky once again. His expression was carefully blank as
he turned back to the job.
The pressure of the wind hurt her ears, and the sand, already
whipping past them, burnt and stung her face. She tried to speak,
but her mouth filled with dust, and the swirling air snatched
her breath away, making her gasp like a drowning person. She hunched
over, struggling to stay on her feet.
Pete grabbed a shirt from the back seat and held it out to her.
"Here, put this over your head."
"Thanks." She took the cloth and wound it over her
head, fighting to pull in the strands of hair that clung to her
cheeks. She folded the rest of the shirt over her mouth and nose,
leaving only her eyes free.
After what seemed an eternity, the top was in place. Pete opened
the door. "Now get in! Close everything up!"
Only a moment's hesitation. She struggled back into the Landrover
and fastened the last of the grommets to hold the canvas in place.
Pete followed immediately, cursing and spitting sand from between
his lips. Quickly they found and closed all the air vents, shutting
off the thin, stinging ribbons of sand that blew in.
A filtered, greenish-yellow light penetrated the eerie darkness
inside the canvas walls. She felt the vehicle move and rock as
the wind caught it, trying to roll the whole thing over. She gasped
and seized the handholds on the doors.
"Hold tight," Pete said. His hand reached out and felt
for hers. She let her fingers lie in his, grateful for the comforting
strength that came through to her in his touch. The sides of the
vehicle closed in on her, excluding the outside world, shutting
out sound and light, entombing her in the airless shell reeking
of weathered canvas and dust. Sweat began to bead on her face;
the car was turning into an oven.
She loosened the shirt from around her head, freeing her mouth
and nose to pull in the air she desperately needed. The whistling,
moaning noise from the wind rose in pitch until she longed to
block her ears. Underneath the sound, she could hear an increasing
patter of sand hurled against the canvas, like some demented rock
band practicing a music that no sane audience would ever want
to hear.
Bit by bit, it grew darker still and hotter in the pitiful shell
of the car. Despite the wild sounds from outside, she could hear
the gasps of their tortured breathing. She grasped Pete's fingers
in an involuntary spasm and she felt his hand warm and solid against
hers. The other noise gradually decreased as the light dimmed.
They were now inside the wall of sand.
They were buried in a tomb of a vehicle.
They would never be able to open the doors, dig their way out.
Panic rose in her, sweeping through her body like a fever until
she could think of nothing else but air and freedom. She let go
of Pete's hand and clawed at the rest of the shirt still clinging
to her head and face. When she was free at last, she turned to
the door and tugged at the latch. Over Pete's ragged breathing,
she heard a whimpering cry, and realized it was her own voice,
frozen in her throat.
Pete's arm came round behind her, holding her tight against him.
His hand closed over hers again, warm and rough, yet gentle. His
body was a rock beside her, a haven in a sea of panic. He held
her fast against her struggles and raised one hand to lift the
hair from her face and mouth. "Hush, you're okay," he
whispered. "You're okay. Just lean on me. Don't think about
it. We're safe."
She gave a strangled cry and with a dry sob she buried her face
against his chest, fighting to control her shaking. The nightmare
of the Vancouver cellar had left her with a terror of confined
spaces, of being trapped inside a box with something terrible
The sound of Pete's voice gradually broke through her panic as
her breathing slowed. He spoke slowly, soothingly, as if to a
child.
"
so you never know what family will do," he was
saying. What on earth was he talking about?
His hand lay on her head, stroking her hair. "
so my
sister was there with this TV host who wanted to know what she
thought people did on a first date. It was one of those cutesy
shows that have kids answer ridiculous questions. Marian, that's
my sister, said: 'On the first date, they just tell each other
lies, and that usually gets them interested enough for a second
date.'" He shifted against her. "I'll just move my arm
a bit." She felt him adjust his position so that her neck
rested in the crook of his arm.
She tried to moisten her lips with a dry tongue. It was an effort
to speak. She didn't know if the words would come out of her tight
throat. "She was probably right," she said. Her voice
broke in a little croak at the end.
He moved again in the cramped space to look down at her. "You
were listening," he said with a smile. "I was desperately
trying to think what I would do with a claustrophobic woman who
was determined to claw her way out before the storm's over."
She took a deep breath to make sure she could speak, that her
voice wouldn't shake and give her away. "I'm okay
"
"Try to hold on. We're all right. Let's not talk too much."
Jazz knew what he meant. They needed to conserve their air. They
could be here for hours, days.
They would use up all the oxygen
She tried to pull her
mind back to other things, tried not to think of each breath diminishing
the supply of air
The sand building up
Pete settled her against his shoulder again and gently pushed
the hair back from her face. His lips were close to her cheek
and he made soft, soothing noises. Jazz closed her eyes and made
a supreme effort of will to control her breathing and to sit very
still, not thinking of what was outside.
After what seemed like a long time, Pete stirred and stretched
as best he could. Miraculously the pounding and wailing had ceased.
"Has it stopped?" she asked through dry lips.
"I sure hope so." He cocked his head to one side. "Can
you hear anything?"
"No." She wiped a hand across her face and felt grit
under her fingers. She tried to find enough moisture in her mouth
to swallow and coughed on the sand that had sifted between her
lips. Pete pulled a small green scarf from around his neck and
gently brushed her face.
"Sorry it's not very clean."
She took it from him and crumpled it into a ball. The cloth brought
a reassuringly musky male scent. "Lean forward," she
said.
Very carefully, she dusted the sand from his eyebrows and traced
the strong line of his lips. The sand clung to the stubble of
his beard. She was very conscious of his gaze on her face as she
concentrated on not sending debris into his eyes. With a final
flick of the cloth she sat back.
He took the scarf from her and bound it outlaw style over his
mouth. "Put that cloth over your face again," he said.
"Let's give it a go."
He turned away from her, towards the side of the Landrover that
leaned lower, bracing his feet against the door. "With any
luck," he said, "it will still open. The sand will be
piled on the other side and this door could be almost clear. Put
your arms round me and push against me when I say."
She felt the muscles of his back flex and move against her as
he drew in a deep breath. She linked her hands against his chest
and laid her cheek on his shoulder.
On his count of three, Jazz shoved him with all her strength.
She licked cracked lips and tried not to think of water.
"Again," he said. "I think it moved."
She strained every muscle as she pushed with all her might.
Each minute seemed like an hour until Pete had cleared enough
of a hole for her to slither through. She stood beside the Landrover,
breathing in deep, sucking blessed air at last into her lungs.
The wind had dropped but the so-called road had disappeared. As
far as she could see there was an unbroken expanse of rock and
sand with no trace of the trail they had followed.
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